After the drunken and drugged up haze of your early twenties begins to clear you are faced with the reality of deciding how you ACTUALLY want to live your life. What skills do you have? What are you good at? What the heck are you going to do? What are your values?

I never really expected to make it out of those years alive so I was a bit blown away when the dust started to settle and I was still standing. It was a weird time for me but mostly I didn’t feel like I was doing much of anything but getting fatter and more depressed.

Until one day I had a Rubik’s Cube. I can’t remember if I bought it or it was a gift but for some reason my brain began to romanticize joining this elite club of capable persons who could solve the cube. I began to wonder, “What if I could do it?”

From my own personal memoirs:

November 12, 2007

The Rubik’s cube! A small victory but I have mastered it, and can solve it in under 3 minutes using the layer method.  I have always wanted to solve it.  My entire life its just been one of those mysteries on the back burner.  It gives me hope that I had the ability to accomplish a small task like that, that had so much meaning.  It means that I will be able to accept bigger challenges and accomplish other tasks that I have longed to complete.

Solving the cube was a big deal as it showed me how to bring a manifested thought form to life. Maybe it can do the same for you.


My old cube -years and 100s of solves later.

How to Solve the Rubik’s Cube

These are the EXACT videos from Dan Brown I watched all those years ago. I wrote down each algorithm and spent days practicing until the muscle memory in my hands took over. I still use the same method to this day and even if I haven’t solved a cube in months I can still do it within minutes. My best time was 57 seconds. You can use for “speed cubing” practice.

Later I would learn to solve the 4×4 and the 5×5 cube. You would be very surprised how many people have never actually seen a cube solved live.

June 11th, 2015

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Back in April I did the Writing 101 course thorough The Daily Post. That was a nice experience and I can attribute much of my writing successes over the last couple months to that program. They are back now with a Blogging 101 course. Switching gears between fiction and blogging will be a challenge but we shall see how it goes. Let’s get started.

I’m already hard pressed to think of something clever after my HOA Wolf story so I’ll just answer these questions.

Why are you blogging publicly, rather than keeping a personal journal?

I keep a personal journal as well as blog. The jitters of putting myself out there have been long gone for me. The things I want to hide are in the personal journal where they belong. No one is 100% transparent.

What topics do you think you’ll write about?

I mostly like to write things that make people think a little different about the world they live in and themselves. You’ll find a lot of monsters, ghosts and unpopular but necessary opinions on life.

Who would you love to connect with via your blog?

Free thinkers. You know what I mean. The devout Christian who isn’t afraid to sit in on a Wiccan Circle casting. The modern lesbian who can still appreciate the old school 50’s style of family dynamic. People who love clever stories and giving me some constructive feedback.

If you blog successfully throughout the next year, what would you hope to have accomplished?

I want the power of the hive mind. There are authors on Facebook and Twitter who can query an entire legion of followers for answers. Just a simple query of, “Hey would should I have for dinner?” could yield upwards of 100 responses from ‘like minded’ individuals. That is better than Google if you ask me!

Ten thousand little Angels and Demons on my shoulders. That is what I would hope to have after a solid year of blogging and interacting with my readers.

June 8th, 2015

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